13.

To live in the past would be such a waste
For I am never coming back
For there are far more
Worst things about you then 
I can find that are good
Physically your good
But for my head
Your a million miles away from good
The things you brought me are so far
From the Happy little girl I was
Though we had our good times
I know the bad weights more
Than good
I know
You brought me from a low place
And I thank you for that
But I cannot survive on those
Few and far between happy days
For
I remember the days you made me cry
And that alone is an reason
I will never come back
If you begged on both knees 
I would get up and walk away
Because
I know what Is far better for me
And that you will never be