23.

If it was not for love

I would have not this

Resentment in my life

For my sweetheart made me this way

And forever I shall stay.

I might hold my head tall but

Hidden within my soul

I am lower then the hell in this

Universe

My pain is deep with in me

And so secret this pain has become

My ordinary manners

If any pleasure shall arise

It will end because

I made myself this way…

I found my shallow sneer

The only piece of me that is tangible

I smile to charm the very happiness

I shall seek

What I seek… I will find….